I need a job by the end of March, if that doesn't happen then going to ACen this year isn't feasible (as much as I'd love to go.)

Somehow I keep pulling money out of my ass and borrowing what I need for school, but I'm long past the point of needing steady employment. The day will come when I have to pay everyone back, and at that point I'm fucked.

So one month to find a job; it's not as if I'm unmotivated, but there's just nothing out there for me right now.

Maybe this will like hyper-motivate me to possibly find jobs that don't even exist, such as defeating the Giant Monkey Men and saving the 9th Dimension. That probably pays pretty good.

But, I don't know anymore.

nothing here to celebrate, move on with your life now
but ... idk
oh, and happy Cuban Liberation Day, I fail to recognize new years as a holiday if you couldn't already tell

Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.
Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song titles that come up to answer each question.
NO CHEATING.

How does the world see me?
Gotta Get Away - The Offspring (apparently no one likes me)

Will I have a happy life?
I Got a Girl - Tripping Daisy (well this would contradict what I said for the previous song, YAY CONTRADICTIONS!)

What do people really think of me?
Plateau - Nirvana

Do people secretly lust after me?
Where Did You Sleep Last Night - Nirvana

How can I make myself happy?
Drunken Lament - Ludo (lament=happy?)

What should I do with my life?
Song 2 - Blur (um ... okay)

Will I ever have children?
Black Heart Inertia - Incubus

What is some good advice for me?
Everyone Alive - Local H (good advice indeed)

What do I think my current theme song is?
Heart-Shaped Box - Nirvana

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
What's Up People! Maximum the Hormone (heh)

What song will play at my funeral?
Ain't No Rest For The Wicked - Cage the Elephant

What type of men/women do I like?
Lake Pontchartrain - Ludo (whut ... I like creepy lakes that entrap muh friends?)

What is my day going to be like?
All I Want - The Offspring (Hellz Yeah)

Why am I here?
Audience of One - Rise Against (that kinda sucks)

What will people remember me for?
21st Century Digital Boy

What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?
Jihei Tansaku - Asian Kung-Fu Generation (it really gets stuck in muh head a lot)

Are there people outside waiting to take me away?
All My Life - Foo Fighters (damn ... well that really sucks T^T )

What will this year be all about?
TONIGHT, TONIGHT, TONIGHT - BEAT CRUSADERS


also Mapquest is made of fail

I cant sleep ...
not that I'm not tired
Its just that someone's there
... my brother's dog
He stole my bed
Normally I'd be fine with this
but I take up the whole thing myself
and he happens to be right in the middle
curled up in my blanket too
*sigh* Oh well, I'm not gonna push him off
I think thats just mean
even though thats what everyone would do to him

That and I got out of the shower not too long ago and my hair is still wet ... why I had the bright idea to take a shower at 3 in the morning is beyond me

but I'm just gonna pass the time until he leaves my bed, which shouldn't be too long from now
I just don't want to disturb him is all

... heh, guess I'm kinda weird

borrowed indefinately without asking from ~VampiregirlED

A
- Age: 18
- Annoyance: annoying people, and when Nintendo cartridges won't work no matter how hard or how many times you blow into them
- Allergic: seasonal allergies
- Animal: dogs and cats
- Actor: if I cared about movies I might have someone, but eh

B
- Beer: bleh
- Birthday/Birthplace: 2/8 not far from here ... in a hospital though
- Best Friends: ~VampiregirlED, ~KitsuneStephe, ~SpIcEy-FlAkEs, ~lafemmerouge
- Body Part on opposite sex: uh, I dunno
- Best feeling in the world: *shrugs* ... love?
- Blind or deaf: if I was blind I cound't drive ... if I was deaf I couldn't listen to music ... I'm screwed either way
- Best weather: cool summer nights
- Been in Love:
- Been bitched out?: yeah >.<
- Been on stage?: yeah
- Believe in yourself? I believe in the Kamina that believes in me
- Believe in life on other planets: sure, not like I really care too much though
- Believe in miracles: when one happens I will
- Believe in Magic: no
- Believe in God: there's something out there
- Believe in Satan: can't have one with out the other
- Believe in Santa: as Satan's anagrammatical alias
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: maybe, I think I saw them a lot when I was younger
- Believe in Evolution: sure

C
- Car: I tend to drive them like I stole them
- Candy: by the pound ... I dont care too much what it is, chocolate mostly though, and those black cherry chews ... I dunno why but I love those
- Colour: green
- Cried in school: maybe
- Chocolate/Vanilla: chocolate
- Chinese/Mexican: Mexican
- Cake or pie: caaaaaaaake
- Countries to visit: Japan, Germany, and Italy

D
- Day or Night: night
- Dream vehicle: ... crap, really hard question for me >.< (there's too many)
- Danced: hah, yeah let's call it dancing, why not
- Dance in the rain?: kinda
- Dance in the middle of the street?: heh, yep
- Do the splits?: haven't been able to in like forever

E
- Eggs: scrambled
- Eyes: mine are like bluish green I think
- Everyone has: to leave ... NOW!!!
- Ever failed a class?: yeah

F
- First crush: I can't remember
- Full name: Emelio Nantista ... not really, but that's one of my favorite aliases
- First thoughts waking up: "how many more posters can I fit on the ceiling?"
- Food: whoo~ ... sometimes I eat a lot ... like enough for a family, sometimes I eat nothing at all for like a couple days

G
- Greatest Fear: drowning
- Giver or taker: I like to give, but I've done more than my fair share of taking
- Goals: right now it's to get a larger manga collection than ~KitsuneStephe
oh and job and car and school and all that "important" stuff too I guess
- Gum: anything really
- Get along with your parents?: ... not really, not most of the time
- Good luck charms: um, my necklace? ... I dunno

H
- Hair Colour: brown
- Height:6'3"-ish
- Happy: of course
- Holidays: whoo~ the ones with free stuff ... screw all the lameness like Arbor day, and Global Handwashing day
- How do you want to die: I dunno, it might be cool to go out epically protecting someone you love, but all in all I'd rather not die, but that's inevitable
- Health freak?: nope ... I can eat like crazy and not gain much weight ... I dunno what's up with that, I'm horribly out of shape though
- Hate: annoying people

I
(In guys/girls)
- Eye color: ah, that's not really something that one tends to focus on ... "Shes a complete bitch and wants me dead ... but she has blue eyes so I absolutely love her" ... yeah, I don't care what color they are
- Hair Color: still don't care
- Height: shorter than me is fine, taller than me is okay, it really doesn't matter
- Clothing Style: really don't care, as long as it's not gonna give the younguns ideas
- Characteristics: this is where I start to care, they just to be a person that can accept me and my interests, someone who's fun to be around, and a nice person too
- Ice Cream: not too picky when it comes to this
- Instrument: guitar, drums are cool too
J
- Jewelry: I have a necklace
- Job: I need one

K
- Kids: make me feel older than I am
- Kickboxing or karate: rather learn akido
- Keep a journal?: no

L
- Longest Car Ride: either from Illinois to Nevada, or from here to New York ... I didn't pay much attention to anything but my pokemon on those trips
- Love:
- Letter: Q ... no idea why
- Laughed so hard you cried: yeah
- Love at first sight: it works in Shakespeare ... real life, no

M
- Milk flavor: chocolate or strawberry
- Movie: ... *shrugs*
- Mooned anyone?: no
- Marriage: I'm 18 ... that's not really on my mind
- Motion sickness?: nope
- McD's or BK: eh, I don't like fast food like I used to

N
- Number of Siblings: 6 brothers right now, um 3 sisters in law ... actually I think its 1 now, and someone else that might as well be one
- Number of Piercings: none
- Number: 86

O
- Overused Phrases: "..." it's not a phrase, but I don't care ... and I tend to use the word "like" like a lot
- One wish: that I knew what to wish for
- One phobia: what that wish might actually be

P
- Place you'd like to live: here is cool and all, the climate is horrible though, I'd love to spend like a year in Japan though, no idea what the hell I'd do besides get my license there and buy myself a car that I sure as hell couldn't get back here in the states
- Pepsi/Coke: I enjoy both equally

Q
- Quail: man
- Questionnaires: I dunno

R
- Reason to cry: ... "my foot isn't supposed to point that way" (didn't acually happen, not sure if I'd cry either)
- Reality T.V.: hahah, no
- Radio Station: Q101 when it comes in good that is
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: I dunno, dont feel like trying

S
- Song: Song 2
- Shoe size: 13
- Sushi: never had it
- Skipped school: um, kinda
- Slept outside: yeah
- Seen a dead body?: funeral
- Smoked?: once, tasted fucking horrible, and the taste stayed in my mouth for like a month to remind me how much of a dumbass I was
- Skinny dipped?: no
- Shower daily?: yeah
- Sing well?: not at all
- In the shower?: hah, sometimes
- Swear?: yup, too much, I try not to though
- Stuffed Animals?: I actually have one ...
- Single/Group dates: I guess a group one could be more fun
- Strawberries/Blueberries: neither
- Scientists need to invent: Gundams!!! ... heh, nah ... I dunno some kind of agricultural revelation that lets us solve that world hunger thing would be cool

T
- Time for bed: whenever I feel tired ... add like 3 or 6 hours onto that
- Thunderstorms: eh, as long as it's not coming down like crazy or about to spawn a tornado I can deal with it
- Touch your tongue to your nose?: nope

U
- Unpredictable: the future
- Under the influence?: no
- Understanding?: sometimes

V
- Vegetable you hate: just about everything
- Vegetable you love: corn ... that's like it
- Vacation spot: like not here ... that wouldn't be a vacation now would it?

W
- Weakness: I'm human ... I dunno, I guess that's just taking the lazy way out of the question
- When you grow up: I'll wish I was younger
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: idk
- Who makes you laugh the most: my friends
- Worst feeling: deja vu, I also get deja vu about getting deja vu
- Wanted to be a model?: no
- Where do we go when we die: into a hole in the ground most likely, afterlife wise I have no idea
- Worst weather: severe humidity DX
- Walk with a book on your head?: dunno, too late to try right now

X
- X-Rays: I've had like 3 ... and probably cancer or something now

Y
-Year it is now: 2009
-Yellow: Tanabe? ... saw a volume of Kekkaishi today

Z
- Zoo animal: penguins
- Zodiac sign: aquarius